The Organised Extreme Abuse cult relies heavily on secrecy and ignorance to perpetrate these monstrous crimes against children. Testimonies like yours will help to rip the lid off the entire racket in time to come. I am so sorry about your dog Duchess. Cali Shai Bergandi spoke about how 'normal' extreme bestiality was in her family. She also shared a photo of her childhood friend Leo Dicaprio sitting in a chair holding a jar with a fetus in it. She said he always felt hopelessly trapped in the cult. Such tragic beginnings for someone who would be groomed to be a 'star.' No wonder none of them talk about their childhood but it would help millions of children if they did. When I was about 10, my grandmother rescued a kitten and gave her to me to look after. I called her Duchess. Many years later she was attacked by two German Shepherd dogs being walked by their owner past my mother's house. I couldn't understand how such a thing could happen. She must have let them go for it and they broke Duchess's spine. Your Super Soldier 'lessons' were beyond horrific. This world we live in is certainly not what it seems. Thankyou for writing your memoirs. 💛
Wow that is quite a synchronicity - I have chills - we both lost beloved pets with the same name! I'm sorry for your loss, likely due to a neighbor's negligence or cruelty. 💔❤️🩹 Thank you for your kind support. It's amazing for most of my life I felt like the only one...yet I recall seeing other children involved, so many. May the lid come off so we can all sleep at night not wondering what is happening to the vulnerable in secret.
Every survivor testimonial I have listened to or read, all share a common thread of feeling like they were the only one. The death cult seems to excel at creating that illusion but I wonder if they are aware that increasing numbers of men and women who have been trapped in their torturous hell world for most of their life, are now experiencing programming breakdowns. Some cult commentators are saying a mass exodus is inevitable, and I agree with them, but we have to ensure a safety net of healing support is in place to help them adjust to reality, which is not hell - in my opinion. Holistic/traditional mental health practitioners who are not educated about dark occult realities need to educate themselves or they won't be of much use to survivors. Also, I hadn't thought about the loss of my cat until I read your account of being forced to watch your beautiful dog be destroyed so brutally. My mother said the woman was not from our neighbourhood so who knows? Around that time I also had my car window smashed overnight when it was parked on the street outside my mother's house. Probably related to some dubious people I had disconnected from on a bad note when I made the mistake of moving back to my notorious home town of Adelaide in the mid 90s. Whichever way, I have seen Duchess in my dreams. She is as gorgeous as I remember her to be. Onwards!
Yes, so true! I think those still trying to hide are well aware of the healing/recovery breakthroughs happening, so that the ring of truth is closing in on them...the way they used to play deadly games of "Ring Around the Rosie" with their victims.
I started my org SOAAR Global to attempt to create a safe nest for OEA survivors to land in, but even now it's so hard for people to reach out for help, let alone have the resources to hire it. We need more support! I once tried to prevail upon the creator of https://www.50voices.org/en/start-en/ to pause before going public with the stories, while we prepared more services for victims who would watch the testimonials and begin to remember, but that was not to be and I was probably wrong to suggest it...for telling IS healing, as I am finding at an all-new level, thanks to people like you who respond.
Jillionaire, thank you for sharing the story of your beloved cat. With the window and correlate disconnect, it does suggest the possibility of a malevolent operation of retribution. I often find when I ask and meditate, clarity comes to me, which helps me grieve. So sweet that you, too, have a dear Duchess in your dreams.
Thank you for writing this. Your descriptions of remembering things resonate with what I went through when I started to remember. I used to sit there shaking for hours afterwards. I had no idea these things had happened to me until I started to recover my memory decades after some of the events. I’m pretty sure I still haven’t remembered everything I went through and I’ve been remembering for six or seven years now. I agree with you about the use of the word torture. It is continual torture over the years and decades. The torture produces the trauma. The word trauma doesn't come close to describing the sheer extent, the level and the chronic nature of everything people are put through over the years and decades. Torture is a much better and much more accurate word. Trauma is part of the outcome. Torture is a large part of what people are put through in these circumstances. I look forward to reading more of what you have to write.
Thank you very much Jon. My condolences to you on surviving torture, and thank you for the painstaking work you are doing to remember. Telling the world my most horrible memories seemed like the most impossible and horrible thing to do, but comments like yours make me realize that trusting my spirit is always the way to go! Instead of shame, I'm finding support and connection, wow! 💫🙏🏽
The Organised Extreme Abuse cult relies heavily on secrecy and ignorance to perpetrate these monstrous crimes against children. Testimonies like yours will help to rip the lid off the entire racket in time to come. I am so sorry about your dog Duchess. Cali Shai Bergandi spoke about how 'normal' extreme bestiality was in her family. She also shared a photo of her childhood friend Leo Dicaprio sitting in a chair holding a jar with a fetus in it. She said he always felt hopelessly trapped in the cult. Such tragic beginnings for someone who would be groomed to be a 'star.' No wonder none of them talk about their childhood but it would help millions of children if they did. When I was about 10, my grandmother rescued a kitten and gave her to me to look after. I called her Duchess. Many years later she was attacked by two German Shepherd dogs being walked by their owner past my mother's house. I couldn't understand how such a thing could happen. She must have let them go for it and they broke Duchess's spine. Your Super Soldier 'lessons' were beyond horrific. This world we live in is certainly not what it seems. Thankyou for writing your memoirs. 💛
Wow that is quite a synchronicity - I have chills - we both lost beloved pets with the same name! I'm sorry for your loss, likely due to a neighbor's negligence or cruelty. 💔❤️🩹 Thank you for your kind support. It's amazing for most of my life I felt like the only one...yet I recall seeing other children involved, so many. May the lid come off so we can all sleep at night not wondering what is happening to the vulnerable in secret.
Every survivor testimonial I have listened to or read, all share a common thread of feeling like they were the only one. The death cult seems to excel at creating that illusion but I wonder if they are aware that increasing numbers of men and women who have been trapped in their torturous hell world for most of their life, are now experiencing programming breakdowns. Some cult commentators are saying a mass exodus is inevitable, and I agree with them, but we have to ensure a safety net of healing support is in place to help them adjust to reality, which is not hell - in my opinion. Holistic/traditional mental health practitioners who are not educated about dark occult realities need to educate themselves or they won't be of much use to survivors. Also, I hadn't thought about the loss of my cat until I read your account of being forced to watch your beautiful dog be destroyed so brutally. My mother said the woman was not from our neighbourhood so who knows? Around that time I also had my car window smashed overnight when it was parked on the street outside my mother's house. Probably related to some dubious people I had disconnected from on a bad note when I made the mistake of moving back to my notorious home town of Adelaide in the mid 90s. Whichever way, I have seen Duchess in my dreams. She is as gorgeous as I remember her to be. Onwards!
Yes, so true! I think those still trying to hide are well aware of the healing/recovery breakthroughs happening, so that the ring of truth is closing in on them...the way they used to play deadly games of "Ring Around the Rosie" with their victims.
I started my org SOAAR Global to attempt to create a safe nest for OEA survivors to land in, but even now it's so hard for people to reach out for help, let alone have the resources to hire it. We need more support! I once tried to prevail upon the creator of https://www.50voices.org/en/start-en/ to pause before going public with the stories, while we prepared more services for victims who would watch the testimonials and begin to remember, but that was not to be and I was probably wrong to suggest it...for telling IS healing, as I am finding at an all-new level, thanks to people like you who respond.
Jillionaire, thank you for sharing the story of your beloved cat. With the window and correlate disconnect, it does suggest the possibility of a malevolent operation of retribution. I often find when I ask and meditate, clarity comes to me, which helps me grieve. So sweet that you, too, have a dear Duchess in your dreams.
Yes, ONWARD! ❤️❤️🔥❣️
Thank you for writing this. Your descriptions of remembering things resonate with what I went through when I started to remember. I used to sit there shaking for hours afterwards. I had no idea these things had happened to me until I started to recover my memory decades after some of the events. I’m pretty sure I still haven’t remembered everything I went through and I’ve been remembering for six or seven years now. I agree with you about the use of the word torture. It is continual torture over the years and decades. The torture produces the trauma. The word trauma doesn't come close to describing the sheer extent, the level and the chronic nature of everything people are put through over the years and decades. Torture is a much better and much more accurate word. Trauma is part of the outcome. Torture is a large part of what people are put through in these circumstances. I look forward to reading more of what you have to write.
Thank you very much Jon. My condolences to you on surviving torture, and thank you for the painstaking work you are doing to remember. Telling the world my most horrible memories seemed like the most impossible and horrible thing to do, but comments like yours make me realize that trusting my spirit is always the way to go! Instead of shame, I'm finding support and connection, wow! 💫🙏🏽