MKUltra and Time

GUEST POST by a Beloved Friend and Fellow OEA Survivor, Elisa E.

MKUltra and Time

by Elisa E.

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My life in MKUltra started at the very beginning in the womb and eventually, miraculously, ended in my exit from being accessed with my discovery of Anthroposophy, which in turn led to self-deprogramming not just from MKUltra1 but from living an existence that lacked depth while a still, small voice from inside consistently called for a deep dive into the Truths of human existence on planet Earth—a much more multilayered, consciousness-altering process.

I wrote two books while in the throes of my personal deep deprogramming that began with two “trail guides” who had exited the Mormon LDS Church. But the books were just the beginning. More than a decade later, Logosophia Books in North Carolina published Our Life Beyond MKUltra: Then and Now, an updated two-in-one version not only to refresh the original material and provide detailed and powerful color collages, but a second chance to provide a much richer analysis and understanding of what “mind control programming” is really about.

Of course, the deep dive never ends, but thanks to years of a close study of Rudolf Steiner’s Spiritual Science and the works of Anthroposophists who have carried his work forward, I am reaching a comprehension of matters far beyond MKUltra, including how occult2 agendas tend to be at the very core of certain intelligence operations that entail sex slavery, Manchurian candidate assassin and serial killer building, and satanic ritual abuse (SRA) to which hundreds of thousands of subjects like myself have been subjected since World War II.

The deeper I plunged, the more deep Truths were illumined.

I realized that the litany of horrors in my memories were real and not “just my imagination,” and that the deepening process of research into Spiritual Science was what made the difference in my being able to recognize how the pervasive evil we now see everywhere has been spawned over epochs, not just since the CIA and Nazis in the post-war 1950s.

Most soul-changing about Our Life Beyond MKUltra: Then and Now is how I have been able to grasp the fact that the occult is part and parcel of all of the programming and physical experiences I underwent from before birth and onward. What I originally wrote in the first two books (Our Life Beyond MKULTRA, Books 1 and 2, 2013) as an uneducated, involuntary slave dragged by family lineage into the “dark mysteries” of abuse until my extraction in my 40’s, is still being elucidated by the life-filled ideas of Spiritual Science.

Even with no developmental training in disciplines like psychology, and only with the credentials of an MKUltra “crash course” followed by journaling what experiences I could remember while studying the higher principles of what a human life is really about, including initiating a study of my inner relationship with the Higher Beings that serve the Good, the Beautiful, and the True, I have basically been able to self-initiate my soul back onto the track of a spiritual life that is eternal. ❤️

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Through Spiritual Science, I have found the first valid and extensive explanation that grounds what occurred beyond the pain and fear that I as a child and young adult experienced during programming. This applies to everyone who undergoes programming and cannot be overstated.

Through years of study and practice as well as evolving consciousness, I have never doubted that MKUltra has a sub-nature connection with malevolent beings at its helm whose antihuman agendas were furthered by the CIA’s original 149 MKUltra programs, and that the present form of programming—remote and electromagnetic—is also run by malevolent beings you can’t see but can feel the impact of.

The shiny, cold, metallic machines and methods of technological mind control (drugs, hypnosis, electroshock, trauma, etc.) machinery of MKUltra is perceptible, but not necessarily the esoteric layer, at least not by those who only believe in the five senses of the visible light spectrum.

Rudolf Steiner names three malevolent beings that challenge human evolution—Lucifer, Ahriman and Asuras—and twelve human senses: four for perceiving one’s own body (touch, life, movement, balance); four for perceiving the environment (smell, taste, sight, temperature); and four mental senses for perceiving the non-physical world (hearing, speech, thought, ego/higher I).

Encounters with malevolent beings have occurred while I was in full-waking consciousness; during my deprogramming years, possibly because I was more aware, the encounters increased.

Nine counter-layers entailing these beings exist within the Earth to which black magicians resort in secrecy in order to “work” unwitting minions - such as MKUltra programmers - working for subnature societal control.3 I have come to understand that when black magicians reach the 9th layer, they are completely inimical to humanity and remain forever alone and disconnected, and are unredeemable.

Asuras are the retarded Archai (Time Spirits) fallen from the Third of the nine higher Hierarchies.4 Far more than Lucifer and Ahriman, Asuras distort the rhythms of time—past, present, future—and represent a profound threat to human evolution because they go beyond merely opposing the Beings of good will (the nine higher Hierarchies, the Sophia, the Christ, elementals and more) by attacking the core “I” (higher ego or self) of the human being and are the subjects of Sorat or Sorath (put simply, the Anti-Christ in western Christianity).5

Sub-nature programs like MKUltra are based on attacking and dismantling the higher self so as to thwart individual spiritual evolution. By splitting the self into alternate personalities (alters) that may or may not be aware of one another (given the amnesiac walls that separate them from each other, and that some are designed to report on alters), the soul’s sense of linear time is distorted, thus to a large degree removing the programmed human being from real life and leaving huge gaps of “lost time” in MKUltra life chronologies.

As I deprogrammed and began experiencing more and more clear insight into my Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) predicament, memories of one alter or another would arise abruptly and randomly in my full waking consciousness while the dark forces behind the alters worked to thwart my process of “waking up.”

As I filled in my chronology by paying attention, I was able to reclaim stolen soul forces from the sub-nature realms. As I transformed into a conscious human being increasingly in possession of her own soul forces in my forties, I could increasingly see and be present to encounters and experiences. Most importantly, I became aware of the sub-nature of my own personal Doppelgänger, the ahrimanic “double” that enters the physical body at birth and leaves just before death. Enhancing my spirit and soul made me less and less subject to MKUltra “software.”

This is the “miracle” of deprogramming.

Real life—the continuous conscious experience of both the earthly physical realm and the invisible forces operating behind it—pulls one up and out of subliminal imprisonment in sub-nature. No lost time, no domination over one’s spiritual free will. ✨

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Thanks to the framework provided by Spiritual Science to self-deprogramming, I have become increasingly aware of how Asuric beings and forces double as Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)/MPD alters. I have even experienced distortions in both time and space while consciously encountering co-existing alters (more than one alter can present consciously at the same time). This common experience is often a sign that programming is breaking down.

The Estonian mystic Valentin Tomberg—best known for his posthumous “Anonymous” Meditations on the Tarot (1980)—made a deep study of Rudolf Steiner’s Anthroposophy and Christology and wrote several books combining Steiner’s ideas with his own studies and mysticism. Tomberg described Asuric beings as having “the power to disintegrate or ‘break in pieces’,” as is described in the Book of Daniel:

After this I saw in the night visions, and behold a fourth beast, dreadful and terrible, and strong exceedingly; and it had great iron teeth: it devoured and brake in pieces, and stamped the residue with the feet of it: and it was diverse from all the beasts that were before it; and it had ten horns. – Daniel 7:7

DID/MPD6 constitutes a fractured mind, whereas a fully conscious mind interacting with super-nature realms is engaged via their will in what is earthly. Could fracturing the mind actually be about preventing the fully conscious mind from interacting with super-nature realms?

The Asuras target the “I” of human beings, the Higher Self connected to higher realms, the “I” being in each of us being responsible for the “continuity of consciousness in time, as the karmic interdependence of yesterday, today and tomorrow—the previous life, the present life and the next life ... In the machine, time certainly becomes amoral, but it remains in existence.”7

As for those who have surrendered completely to Ahriman (the Persian name for Satan), Tomberg writes:

The I-being of such individuals sleeps a dreamless sleep [in] the condition of plant consciousness [that] works by necessity, like a machine ... [T]he danger...for humanity lies in the effective severing of the threads that bind past, present and future into one ...

Imagine the situation if every moment were to bring something different, something having no connection with what is past, or what is to come ... no rhythm of the years …8

This is precisely what living with mind control alternate personalities is like! With scattered, lost time segments having no continuity, no “rhythm,” disconnecting past from present and future, who and what came before or after remains undefined and under the will not of the individual but of the adversarial forces.

An accurate “chronology” of my life is almost as impossible as describing what happens to my perception of spacetime while alter “switches” are taking place. While in deep self-deprogramming, I have consciously perceived not only time slowing down, but the presence of more than one location at a time.

This distortion of time and space still occurs, as if one location is being overlaid over another, even though I am relatively free of programming and malevolent beings. It begins with time slowing for maybe a minute, sometimes a bit longer due to the sensation that something is activating the experience, or a thought having to do with environment or specific events.

What I’m viewing through my physical eyes is then overlaid with another view, possibly of where the alter is going—not necessarily a physical location, but possibly a location across the “Threshold” or even an image pertinent to the present “programmed” state being activated—on one occasion, even a graph. When the switch was complete and I was in a co-conscious state with the alter, I recorded what had happened in my memory for later, the difference being that I am now a participant, due to being conscious, and not a helpless victim—a big difference.9

Remaining conscious during alter switches was a direct result of deep deprogramming, though it could also occur during the deepest, darkest days of programmed use. Back then, I could never quite discern what was happening, due to spacetime disruption and discontinuity.

Losing time also involves a loss of space because the two are intertwined, like quantum entanglement. The absence of a consistent perception of the spacetime continuum over decades reinforces programming.

While in deep deprogramming in Salt Lake City, I stayed with “R,” a fully programmed MKUltra victim who had been sent to me as a potential handler and whose front alter programming was assertive and even threatening if the situation called for it. I experienced early switch sensations while witnessing him going into a full trance state after calling in a “report” regarding our Temple Square revelations that day to his handlers. “Sensing” a posse of four or five men armed with handguns outside, awaiting the signal to enter his home probably to “tune” him up with program reinforcement, memory dissolution, and reprogramming or further “on task” programming, I attempted in a calm, authoritative voice to alert “R” in his trance state to the impending danger. But it had no effect on him, nor could I stop the alter switch coming on for me as I watched time slow down and “saw” the armed men outside overlaid on my indoor environment. The situation was quickly devolving. Later, I realized that R’s phone at the filling station earlier in the day after the Temple Square processing (which an ex-Mormon friend had filmed) had to do with what was happening “now.” I then blacked out until the next morning, awakening alone on the couch with the physical sensation that my vagina had been penetrated (not by “R” but by one of the “posse” members) and a strong nighttime vision/memory of what had taken place during my “sleep.”10: in R’s bedroom, we had been shown something on one of the walls which was now semi-transparent.

Years ago, before I grasped that Asuras were a significant part of the programming process in sub-nature realms, when my astral body and I-being left my body during hours of “sleep,” “sleep” programming was carried out not only to program me but to “tune up” my programming so that my “use” would extend into decades. As with many survivors, my programming included the two pillars of sex and death: sexual slavery and Manchurian candidate kill programming. During an MK-Ultra slave’s “altered time” away with asuric beings in subnature realms, the slave’s esoteric interactions with the Beings provided programmers with vital information about the sub-nature black magick11 realms while furthering their agenda of destroying the human in human beings.

So it is that through a lifetime of direct personal encounters with spiritual adversaries, I came to know the true agenda of the CIA’s infamous MKUltra program: to use human beings in order to learn at the highest esoteric levels possible about sub-nature and the beings therein, to further the development of black magick for the sake of global power and sabotage of God’s plan for free will humanity evolving into a divine 10th Hierarchy.

The importance of a deep understanding of these “Threshold” matters and their direct influence on earthly life—both the Beings of good will toward Homo sapiens and the opposition to such— is required for humanity to face off the present technological attack and move forward.

My encounters in this life (and hopefully future lives) present opportunities to become deeply human, due to my having been able to rescue my own human Higher ‘I’ from technological mind control that is surely a modern form of occult imprisonment.12

Elisa E., author

Edited by Elana Freeland

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1 MKUltra (1953-1973): a CIA program that created multiple personality disorder (MPD), which is now known as dissociative identity disorder (DID), and known to the public for its “Manchurian candidate” programming.

2 Occult basically means hidden, “occulted,” but for modern day Western Christianity it means evil and is to be avoided at all costs. This sly perversion of the definition of occult was certainly created to keep deep seekers of the Good, the Beautiful, and the True from probing too deeply into an existence slated to be framed only as materialism and completely lacking in real spirit. Certainly, some occultism is to be avoided as perilous, but there is a “white magic” kind of occultism dedicated to Truth that Rudolf Steiner, for one, certainly exemplifies.

3 Interestingly, the pre-Cortes Aztecs have a similar underworld cosmology of nine levels.

4 The upper divine Hierarchies from the highest to the lowest are Seraphim, Cherubim, Thrones, Kyriotetes, Dynamis, Exusiai, Archai, Archangels, and Angels.

5 From Covid Vaccines from A Spiritual Perspective: Consequences for the Soul and Spirit and for Life After Death by Thomas Mayer, 2022: Soratic spirit beings are “a fourth group of adversary spirits which originate from spirit realms outside of our planetary system, from primeval cosmic times and expanses … People addicted to power easily fall prey to soratic beings who are the inspirers of evil … described in the Bible … as the two-horned beast. In Gnosticism, they are referred to by the term ‘archons.’”

6 DID/MPD is often ignorantly or purposefully [mis]diagnosed as schizophrenia.

7 Valentin Tomberg, Christ and Sophia: Anthroposophic Meditations on the Old Testament, New Testament, and Apocalypse. SteinerBooks, 2011.

8 Ibid.

9 I don’t recommend attempting this without proper understanding and a rock-solid ability to remain whole in your consciousness.

10 Most of my programming took place during “sleep” when I would be captured by beings in service to black magick. MPDs don’t sleep like non-MPDs; we have alters running at all times.

11 “Magick” is an archaic spelling of “magic” used to distinguish occult practices from stage magic.

12 Rudolf Steiner borrowed the term “occult imprisonment” from “the mysterious and unknown figure” C.G. Harrison, author of The Transcendental Universe (1894), to describe how the mind and soul of Russian occultist Madame H.P. Blavatsky were captured and forced into a “darkened consciousness.” See Rudolf Steiner’s The Occult Movement in the Nineteenth Century Lecture II (GA 254) for more on this 19th century esoteric form of mind control. Rudolf Steiner blames “Brotherhoods who allow themselves to engage in illicit arts” for forcing Madame Blavatsky into “a world in which all her occult knowledge was driven inwards.”