Excerpt 7 - Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program

Recounting a Mass SRA "Desecration Ceremony" I called Fires of Hell - Las Vegas, NV

Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program

Excerpt 7

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TRIGGER WARNING*: This book contains descriptions of extreme violence, emotional, sexual and spiritual abuse, and torture. It contains themes of occult/Satanic Ritual Abuse** and Torture-Based Mind Control***. Please consult your highest source of knowing if reading is beneficial for you, stop reading if you feel overwhelmed, and get safe support.

This book is not suitable for children.

Neither the author nor the publisher shall be liable for any emotional, psychological, physical, sexual, financial, or other kind of damages. If you feel at risk of harm from this material, do not read it.

*I recommend readers practice the meditation described in Chapter 13: How to Create an Energetic/Etheric Shield aka “Connect and Protect”) before reading. What I mean about focusing your intent to create an energetic shield (C&P) is to use your creative mind to visualize a positive energetic barrier between you and anything or anyone that might harm you. Even when not reading, I recommend doing this energy hygiene practice twice a day, as often as you remember. I could not have remained sexually sober since 4-18-04**** (the day after Easter that year, no coincidence) without clearing negative parasitic entities and learning to protect myself from further intrusions. ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Meditation to Ground, Connect and Protect

Breathe, feel body, get needs met

Hold any part of body that needs nurture, get comfortable

Visualize a field of love-light surrounding you that nothing harmful can cross

Anything approaching without a positive purpose will bounce off this field, returning to place of origin or to creator source

Invite in assistance from the highest source of love and light, creativity itself

Pause to feel connected with any special ones that can helpfully assist you freely

With each breath inward, strengthen that connection with creative source of love

With each breath out, release any and all tension and density

Affirm your goodness and courage on this day

**I have a friend who studies original languages, who states that the term Satan originated as meaning logic in ancient Greek, or is a derivative of the word Saturn. In my experience, the term Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) has been widely adopted as an umbrella term by survivors of extreme ritualized abuse from around the world, though the actual religious or occult ideology may differ.

***Although I am aware of the popular term Trauma-Based Mind Control to describe forced participation in MK-ULTRA or other Death-Cult Network programs that force-structure dissociation to shape children into enslaved operatives, in this book I choose to use the term Torture-Based Mind Control as a more accurate descriptor of my experiences. All torture is traumatic, but the word trauma (wound) is not synonymous with torture. Childhood Organized Extreme Abuse mind control is extreme torture and extreme control.

Torture: the action or practice of inflicting severe pain or suffering on someone as a punishment or in order to force them to do or say something.(Oxford Language Dictionary)

****For more information on my journey to sexual sobriety, see Naked in Public: A Memoir of Recovery from Sex Addiction and Other Temporary Insanities. That book does not focus on healing from Organized Extreme abuse, but healing from childhood alcoholic/dysfunctional family dynamics, complex trauma and sexual compulsion that are commonly its symptoms.

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More on my process of remembering this horrific event, which I call the Fires of Hell, how it tied in to the mass MK-ULTRA/SRA lockdowns, and efforts to get ACTIVE in my community to STAND UP - in this 2024 video⬇️⬇️⬇️

Recorded Sep 10, 2024 - Seattle, WA USA

TRIGGER WARNING: Some graphic statements about organized extreme abuse. How does a survivor of a Satanic cult begin to recall memories, not just of atrocities suffered as a victim, but atrocities forced and coerced as a perpetrator? In this video, Anastasia Sprout shares with a Seattle audience a photojourney of the toll such recall took on her over time, along with images of what recovery looked like in her life as she progressed and received more support for healing. Organized abuse happens in secret hierarchical horror societies, and HEALING from organized abuse happens in open, equal, loving community.

Chapter 9: Fires of Hell (Age 17)

Recall 2021, Age 51

Location of Abuse: Deep Underground Stadium in Las Vegas, NV, beneath the then-Aladdin Hotel and Casino

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER DESCRIBES AN INTENSELY GRAPHIC MASS SATANIC RITUAL THAT TOOK PLACE IN AN UNDERGROUND STADIUM BELOW THE “STRIP” IN LAS VEGAS – I believe under the intersection of what is now the Bellagio, the Paris and the Planet Hollywood hotel.

I will start this chapter with a prayer sent to me by a dear friend after she read this testimony, adapted for anonymity. She was a German woman who energetically reminded me of little Pippi, the girl I was forced to kill while in the Yakima, WA-area DUMB. What a gift this friend was to me, this spirit-sister, while we were in touch. I met her in an online spiritual community, though she eventually left. I needed every prayer she – and everyone in that community – offered. I also left the community in 2023 due to dysfunctional leadership with cult dynamics. To this day, I deeply appreciate the kindness and spiritual support I received while a member there.

Beloved Holy Presence, In Cosmic Sovereign Law, I am your Compassionate Witness. In service to Anastasia Sprout, I pray with all of my heart to bless her and protect her in the eternal light of God, and in the blessings of the Holy Spirit and Spirits of Christ, to be fully freed from the spiritual burdens and shackles that have been placed upon her, by those Impostors and Deceivers of God's eternal light. Through the light of God I am, through the power of love in my heart, I consecrate and bless Anastasia Sprout to be freed into her highest expression and true nature, that she may be fully protected and free, in the eternal light of God, now and always.

—S. 💖

At age 17 I didn't want to go to a horrible mass satanic ritual event on Halloween, but “I” (front life) couldn't know that. Because of my subconscious mind-controlled automation deeply installed by then, I had to go. Designed in the torture lab, later reinforced in the dungeon over and over, one part of me was programmed to wake up at night, sneak outside of my home, and silently wait at the corner curb in our suburban neighborhood. There I was picked up by a white van, driven to Paine Field by the Everett, WA Boeing Plant (my mom worked there by day), to an elevator, to a tunnel far, far belowground. Accompanied by two men, I boarded a maglev train to the Las Vegas, NV underground. This place was a massive Death-Cult nest that I believe remains in criminal use there to this day, most likely even more depraved than what I suffered 1987. The best description I’ve found to date on the Deep Underground is in this webinar by an organization called Journey to Truth, titled D.U.M.B.s - The Agartha Network - Hollow Earth (Part 1): https://rumble.com/playlists/T479eNnPKWY. I am working on an article about the Uncivilization Underworld, and would appreciate readers sharing any resources you might have on this topic in the comments of this blogpost.

The bulk of this memory scene took place in a subterranean cavity the size of a football stadium. I recalled it in October 2021, at age 51, while in bed with my then-partner, just after waking up. Not a dream, but a post-sleep lucid recall memory.

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