Excerpt 5 - Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program

From my soon-to-be-released memoir Part 2: Memories of Psychopathy

My mother in pink…with some hard-looking bare-legged ladies…and one a “beta sex slave handler?”

Temporarily Evil: Fault and Forgiveness After Forced Participation in Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK-ULTRA and the Secret Space Program

by Anastasia Sprout

Excerpt 5

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TRIGGER WARNING*: This book contains descriptions of extreme violence, emotional, sexual and spiritual abuse, and torture. It contains themes of occult/Satanic Ritual Abuse** and Torture-Based Mind Control***. Please consult your highest source of knowing if reading is beneficial for you, stop reading if you feel overwhelmed, and get safe support.

This book is not suitable for children.

Neither the author nor the publisher shall be liable for any emotional, psychological, physical, sexual, financial, or other kind of damages. If you feel at risk of harm from this material, do not read it.

*I recommend readers practice the meditation described in Chapter 13: How to Create an Energetic/Etheric Shield aka “Connect and Protect”) before reading. What I mean about focusing your intent to create an energetic shield (C&P) is to use your creative mind to visualize a positive energetic barrier between you and anything or anyone that might harm you. Even when not reading, I recommend doing this energy hygiene practice twice a day, as often as you remember. I could not have remained sexually sober since 4-18-04**** (the day after Easter that year, no coincidence) without clearing negative parasitic entities and learning to protect myself from further intrusions.

Meditation to Ground, Connect and Protect

Breathe, feel body, get needs met

Hold any part of body that needs nurture, get comfortable

Visualize a field of love-light surrounding you that nothing harmful can cross

Anything approaching without a positive purpose will bounce off this field, returning to place of origin or to creator source

Invite in assistance from the highest source of love and light, creativity itself

Pause to feel connected with any special ones that can helpfully assist you freely

With each breath inward, strengthen that connection with creative source of love

With each breath out, release any and all tension and density

Affirm your goodness and courage on this day

**I have a friend who studies original languages, who states that the term Satan originated as meaning logic in ancient Greek, or is a derivative of the word Saturn. In my experience, the term Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) has been widely adopted as an umbrella term by survivors of extreme ritualized abuse from around the world, though the actual religious or occult ideology may differ.

***Although I am aware of the popular term Trauma-Based Mind Control to describe forced participation in MK-ULTRA or other Death-Cult Network programs that force-structure dissociation to shape children into enslaved operatives, in this book I choose to use the term Torture-Based Mind Control as a more accurate descriptor of my experiences. All torture is traumatic, but the word trauma (wound) is not synonymous with torture. Childhood Organized Extreme Abuse mind control is extreme torture and extreme control.

Torture: the action or practice of inflicting severe pain or suffering on someone as a punishment or in order to force them to do or say something.(Oxford Language Dictionary)

****For more information on my journey to sexual sobriety, see Naked in Public: A Memoir of Recovery from Sex Addiction and Other Temporary Insanities. That book does not focus on healing from Organized Extreme abuse, but healing from childhood alcoholic/dysfunctional family dynamics, complex trauma and sexual compulsion that are commonly its symptoms.

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Part Two: Memories of Psychopathy

Chapter 7: Black Sex Magic, Deathf-g, and Other Sexual Inversion Programming

Recall 2021, Age 51

Location of Abuse: Somewhere in or near Mountlake Terrace, WA USA

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By age fourteen I’d been inducted into a black magic witch coven made up of females of various ages; I was the youngest. Though I don’t have many memories of the gatherings with these women, I believe I was taught this malevolent sex magic there connected to a woman I suspect was Judyth “Judy” Vary Baker who, as of this writing, is a still living, semi-known public figure. I could be wrong, and others have said they feel she is sincere as a whistle-blower about her involvement with the CIA, creating turbo cancer, and the love affair she had with Lee Harvey Oswald. I hope so! The tricky thing about structured dissociation is that a victim can be completely sincere in parts of their personality and mind, yet in other “back life” parts…not at all. In fact, as Part 2 of this book demonstrates in me prior to healing integration work, one can be profoundly psychopathic.

This image above and below shows my late mom, Leilani Kay Sprout - far left in the hot (sex kitten?) pink, with four other women in the late 1960’s…who are they? What are they doing? Is the woman on the farthest right indeed Judy Vary Baker, the one who has publicly confessed to working with and for military Black Ops? My mom spoke often of her friend from Mountlake Terrace (Mountlake-Montauk wordplay/signal?) she knew as “Judy Baker,” who was married to an Army man called “Jack” with three kids; two sons and a daughter. The daughter was recalled as Vicky Baker, who had reportedly sexually abused me and my siblings while babysitting us.

Group shot...is that her on the far right of the group? Online images of Judy Vary Baker. I wrote to her via Facebook messenger and never heard back.

Online images of - and my attempt to contact - Judyth Vary Baker via Facebook. I sent her the group photo above and asked if she was in it. No answer so far. I sent another message to another account of hers I found on Facebook - no answer. I once heard from a psychic intuitive that Judyth was my biological mother, not the woman who raised me.

If anyone knows how I might reach Judyth Vary Baker, please message me.

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